My Brain is Mush

Everyone told me that wedding planning is very different when actually engaged. However, being the stubborn person I am, I never believed them. I believed I was chocked full of vision and obviously could immediately start booking, buying, and piecing together my vision. I hate to say it, but everyone was kind of right.

Not that my "vision" has turned to mush. It definitely hasn't. It's just different when I'm actually supposed to be planning this stuff. I guess I'm like that in every aspect--I hate doing what I'm supposed to do. I'll get it done. But my brain is getting soggy after spending my few engaged days looking at and deciding on this stuff. Is the table number really going to affect the wedding? In my mind, yes. Really, I think the problem Stevie and I are going to run into is, we have too much vision. We know exactly what we want, and we want some ridiculous things. But hey, I think a chandelier outside is a great idea, right? Right? We're doomed...