I would like to blog today, but I really have nothing interesting to say. All my time is spent either on wedding planning or homework, and occasionally working. To most people, that's rather dull. So what do I say? What is interesting? I feel incredibly productive lately, but nothing I'm doing is very permanent. I'm not going to remember much of what I've learned this quarter, and once the wedding is over all that's left will be photos and memories. Not that that's insignificant, but all the time searching for the perfect caterer, the perfect cake, the perfect paper. Who is actually going to remember those thing? I would remember them if they were awful, but not so much if it goes smoothly. Maybe that's the wrong mentality.
I guess I feel boring. Life is so exciting and there's so much to be done, but sometimes I step back and think, "I'm 21, shouldn't I be doing incredibly exciting things?" Then I realize I'm doing the most exciting things any person could. Constantly looking for something to entertain myself is destructive. Being content with myself, even if it may appear boring, what does that matter? I'd rather not be the most exciting or entertaining person. I'm ok that the first word to describe me isn't fun. And apparently I'm fun enough for people to still like me, so I think everything is going to be just fine :)
Annie, It is incredible to me that you and my Bonita are so much alike. Some of the statements that you make in your blogs could be taken right out of Bonita's own life experience. You could learn alot from my precious Boo Boo. I love her dearly.
ReplyDeleteI feel the same way Annie. I feel like I'm Old and should be doing far more interesting things with my life. I'm not exactly sure what those things are... but something.
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